In the last few days I have begun to hate myself

There are many reasons for this

I have argued with my friends

And they no longer speak to me

The coffee shop in the high street has now closed

I feel that God has abandoned me

But know that this is not true

As he was not there in the first place

We remained friends until the closure of the coffee shop

But now he does not even bother to text me

I think I am beginning to understand the basic rules of my infinity