Chaotic Josephine


Joe is good at chess 

Really 

Yes 

But he tells me that the game bores him 

He is winding you up Sephine 

Joe understands the game clearly 

But one thing slows him down 

That being 

His ability to think in abstraction 

That is what makes his poetry so special 

What about ewe Josie 

What about me 

Are you good at chess 

I am better than Joe 

Does he know that 

Very much 

So why do you not play the game at a higher level 

Because I am so chaotic a mad girl 

That is so wrong of you to say that 

You are sweetest most loving girl I have ever met

I am chaotic Sephine 

I wish I was cool and collected like you 

That is only on the surface 

As underneath I am boiling 

You above other people should know that 

As we were irregular lovers for many years

Sephine the cool blonde is such lie 

What do you really think of Joe 

I think that I have always loved him 

Is he something of a father figure to you 

Does he fill a void 

Yes and no 

Yes he does fill a void 

But no he is not a father figure 

The only father figure I have is my father 

That is enough 

You 

When Daddy died Joe although he was my brother suddenly became a father figure to me 

When I told him so he dismissed it 

What did he say 

He said that he and I had been in a car crash 

Our world was in a mess 

He understood me but said is was passing 

Did it pass 

No 

What about ewe Sephine

What about me 

You are hiding behind a fan 

No I am not 

I believe you are 

I must admit that I was hit by an express train 

A poor confused maiden tied to the tracks 

I thought I was taking your place Josie 

And this tore me apart as I do not hurt people 

How do you think I felt 

My feelings changed when I met Cora 

She is so so lovely 

But I cried myself to sleep for many weeks 

What about Joe 

Joe was Joe 

He always sees things from a three sixty 

Josie and please tell me to fuck off if this question offends ewe 

Fuck Off Sephine 

Did you fish for me 

Sorry 

Did you catch me with your magic rod 

I need to know 

Did you replace the raven with a cornfield 

Fuck Off Sephine 

And yes you have offended me but you are totally correct 

I could not stand the thought of Joe being alone 

I was not totally sure of myself 

Yes I fished for you 

You are so easy to read Sephine and I do not mean that in a nasty way 

I watched ewe grow up and knew that ewe were special

That is why I wanted ewe for myself 

Like Joe I adore beauty 

I wanted to hold ewe in my arms 

This is a very difficult conversation 

Is it 

Strip it down Josie is it really a difficult conversation 

You still want me 

Yes 

You do not want to let Joe go 

You love Cora with all your heart 

I have many hearts Sephine 

Does Cora understand this 

I believe that she does 

What are her thoughts 

She thinks that it is beautiful 

I do not think that she has totally figured me out 

But I am the best thing that has happened to her 

What does she think of me 

That you are an English rose that she would like to (f) pluck 

You are so like you brother Josie 

We are identical twins 

This is a stupid question but if I fucked Cora would you get jealous 

That is a silly question and no I would not get jealous 

I may be a mad chaotic girl but I am not jealous 

You 

Me what 

Would you be jealous if Joe fucked Cora 

He already has I know that 

It was a three way and I instigated it as the idea almost drowned me 

Thoughts 

My cornfield is flooded with desire 

It makes me wet to even think about it 

He has never left you Josie 

He will never leave ewe 

That was obvious to me from the first day 

I am so happy with Joe but with Joe comes Josephine 

This is very complex 

Only we make it complex 

Joe Josie Sephine and Cora 

That has a certain symmetry to it 

I have had an awful thought Josie 

A really wicked thought 

That being 

We are all girls together 

Why do we need men 

I love ewe 

You love Cora 

Cora I think loves me 

Or at least wants to fuck me 

Hang on I am losing myself 

Sephine – Josie – Cora 

What do we all have in common 

We are all Saffs 

And we have all fucked Joe 

Do we really need Joe 

Sephine what a cunt ewe are 

It is always the quiet ones 

If we told Joe about this what would he say 

He would say-

He would look at himself and love the reflection of his male ego 

And then 

He would probably write another poem 

This said he is aware that Elena is dripping for him 

And our little collective would change shape once more 

He would then say that we are totally shapeless 

That would be totally like him 

He would just intellectualize everything 

Joe underneath all the shit is just a typical man  

Girls Together Agree 

Agree 

Girls First 

Agree 

We will not go to heaven 

But we will have a lot of fun trying to get there 

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Sephine & Josie Collecting Pebbles (P1)