When I was fourteen I had an affair with my English teacher
In certain ways it changed my life as she was a published poet
And this helped me though the minefield of my many exams
Although it was not common knowledge I was also a poet
At least twenty of my poems had been published in magazines
Should would call me Verboten Baby when in company
Which might have been true as she was only twenty years my senior
I also used her nick name as my slightly mysterious pseudonym
She is now married and although we still see each other on occasions
Nobody has ever found out about our mental and physical connections
I still write under my original pseudonym although I do have others
We are both very successful writers and are often compared
Which brings us both a great deal of hidden happiness