Soon after my marriage broke up
I lost my job and my apartment
Life was very harsh but I did not fade
And very soon I secured another position
But my problems were just starting
As one of the senior managers
Took an instant dislike to me
I suspected that she knew
What a transparent life she was leading
And that I could see through her gauze
I was eager to tell her what I thought of her
But that would have been like a dog biting itself
Yet at times I would catch her looking at me
Her deep emerald eyes were beginning to betray
We often went to repetitive meetings together
South east north west we were always on the road
A politeness was beginning to surface between us
It was nothing spectacular but it was definitely there
I soon sensed that she liked to be dominated
As at some time in her life she had been badly hurt
Whether in a relationship or something far worse
This matured when we were trapped by snow
And were unable to travel in any direction
I has never heard of Lynne but it obviously existed
As we found a restaurant and a hotel there
The hotel was filling up due to the weather
We booked separate rooms on the first floor
Deep down I knew what was going to happen
Although her theatre surprised me a great deal
The animosity between us was beginning to thaw
It was just Carrie and Grahame lost in the snow
Yet our dynamics were far from gentle
She treated our lovemaking as a punishment
And asked me to slap and hurt her drawing blood
It was almost as if she wanted to be attacked
That was her idea of what was pleasurable and normal
The following morning over breakfast she revealed her past
Which I will not share as it will not be of interest to any decent soul