{"id":10734,"date":"2022-05-04T20:22:58","date_gmt":"2022-05-04T19:22:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stuartpoetry.art\/?p=10734"},"modified":"2022-05-04T20:22:58","modified_gmt":"2022-05-04T19:22:58","slug":"the-sadness-of-short-stories","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/2022\/05\/04\/the-sadness-of-short-stories\/","title":{"rendered":"The Sadness of Short Stories"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I found a book by a Polish author between the seats of a great coach which was transporting me from my rural home to my place of work<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As always I sat in the front seat of the coach as I enjoyed the panorama of strange travel<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I even enjoyed the monotony of the grey cities<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As the coach moved from lane to lane I suddenly realised that the satellite navigation system that was being used by the driver was giving directions in Polish<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">This disturbed me slightly as I thought all satellite navigation systems spoke English<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We stopped in traffic the driver turned to me<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>I tell you he is so homesick<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>Why<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>It wants to return to Southern Poland where the summers are so hot and the winds magical<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>I have found a book between the seats perhaps I should read a few of the stories to your tiny machine<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>Is it about Poland<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>Yes\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>If it pleases you do so then please do<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I placed the satellite navigation system on my lap with its screen facing me and with a little difficulty began reading from The Street of Crocodiles by Bruno Schulz<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The machine seemed to relax but soon was questioning the stories<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I read from the Book of Holidays<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>Many of the stories deal with childhood and borrow liberally from the works of the great philosopher Witkeiwicz<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>When oil was struck the once quiet town was changed into a brawling and boozing place where good people closed their curtains at dusk and did not open them until the sun rose again<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>The shops of my childhood became neglected and soon were bars and other places of decadence<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>I longed for my childhood<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>But it was another country as people say<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>The great philosopher tells us that childhood is full of images and some of these images are of great significance to us<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>We carry them with us for the rest of our lives<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>Sometimes we cannot see them but they are always there in our consciousness<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>I was looking through a train window a few years ago and saw a fire escape on the side of a hospital<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>It was a very ordinary fire escape but I was immediately transported back to my childhood<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>I had climbed a fire escape at a hospital during my father\u2019s final illness<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>I did not want others to see me cry<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>And then until that day I had forgotten that fire escape where for a while I had hidden myself away from the world<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>There was never a guarantee of secure borders and even at that young age I knew that<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We were in heavy traffic and the rain had begun to fall<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I watched the wipers as they cleared the screen without effort<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The red taillights of cars and buses glistened in the dullness of the day<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I thought of the Devil and then of God<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>These images are retained by the soul and are believed to travel with oneself after death<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>They are the original ingredients<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>Through our childhood experiences we understand the world<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>There is nothing new<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>We like to think that everything we see is through new eyes but we have experienced it before<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>Even in the cradle we acquire wisdom<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>As we grow older we try to find answers to everything<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>That is a folly<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>The answers are to be found in our consciousness and sub consciousness\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As I read from the book I noticed that the small screen of the satellite navigation system was beginning to fade<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I tapped it lightly<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>I would like to think that the battery is responsible or there is a problem with the power source<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>But its behaviour is too erratic<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>I think that this small machine is pining for its homeland<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The driver gently picked up the ailing machine and placed it on the screen not far from the steering wheel<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>Quite often good people such as yourself board my coach and find the book secreted between the seats<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>I encourage them to read to my satellite navigation system<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>It understands English as I do<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>But it is only a matter of time until I enter the coach and find it lifeless\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>Can you not return it to Southern Poland<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>It is too late as things have changed so much<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>You yourself mentioned the discovery of oil<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>They no longer sell pomegranates in the dusty streets of his town<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>Like mine it is wilderness of greed<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>That is why I drive this lovely coach <\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><em>And think of our hot summers and of the magical winds\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>2018<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I found a book by a Polish author between the seats of a great coach which was transporting me from my rural home to my place of work As always I sat in the front seat of the coach as I enjoyed the panorama of strange travel I even enjoyed the monotony of the grey 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