Why are you crying Anna<\/p>\n
Is it the Queen<\/p>\n
No<\/p>\n
Can I help<\/p>\n
Not really<\/p>\n
Then I will leave you alone<\/p>\n
Please stay<\/p>\n
It is silly<\/p>\n
What is silly<\/p>\n
I am crying over someone I have never met<\/p>\n
Jean-Luc Godard is dead<\/p>\n
How awful I know how much he meant to you<\/p>\n
I studied his films at college<\/p>\n
If anybody does I knew his movies<\/p>\n
And because of that I felt that I knew him<\/p>\n
I am so angry so fucking angry<\/p>\n
All my heroes are dying around me<\/p>\n
First Brando then Marie Laforet and now Godard<\/p>\n
I am now a girl without heroes<\/p>\n
And I want revenge on those I despise<\/p>\n
I want to take one of Penelope’s weapons<\/p>\n
And blast the cunts I hate into the next world<\/p>\n
I am so angry so fucking angry<\/p>\n
Have you chatted to Outlaw as he is writing this shit<\/p>\n
What does he know<\/p>\n
Ask him if he has any heroes<\/p>\n
I have<\/p>\n
What did he say<\/p>\n
He said his hero was the chap in the bathroom mirror in the morning<\/p>\n
That’s typical of him<\/p>\n
Have you any heroes Anna<\/p>\n
I have one<\/p>\n
Just one<\/p>\n
Yes one<\/p>\n
Pray tell<\/p>\n
It is Jesus Christ as I know that I will never lose him<\/p>\n
You may have a point Anna<\/p>\n
I am just a stupid bitch<\/p>\n
Such a stupid bitch<\/p>\n
Do you still pray Anna<\/p>\n
Sometimes when I am scared<\/p>\n
What about you<\/p>\n
Every night<\/p>\n
Really<\/p>\n
Yes<\/p>\n
What do you pray for<\/p>\n
The usual things<\/p>\n
It was more about my Daddy recently<\/p>\n
And my prayers are being slowly answered<\/p>\n
He is walking slowly now<\/p>\n
Baby steps<\/p>\n
Yes baby steps<\/p>\n
In some ways you make me laugh Anna<\/p>\n
Thank you for sharing that<\/p>\n
Sorry I did not mean it that way<\/p>\n
I am so sorry Anna I am so clumsy but you confuse me sometimes<\/p>\n
You are so tender and generous and loving but you are so angry<\/p>\n
I feel that you are colder than Penelope<\/p>\n
It would not take much for you hurt someone badly<\/p>\n
I am aware of that<\/p>\n
Do you want to know something that I have never shared with anybody<\/p>\n
Not even Outlaw<\/p>\n
Fuck Outlaw<\/p>\n
It happened over ten years ago when I was arrested at a demo<\/p>\n
What did you do<\/p>\n
I punched a policewoman on the nose<\/p>\n
Why<\/p>\n
Because she hurt me<\/p>\n
Were you prosecuted<\/p>\n
Very much<\/p>\n
What happened<\/p>\n
I was asked why I did it<\/p>\n
What did you say<\/p>\n
I said that I punched her because she not beautiful<\/p>\n
If I was to be arrested I wanted to be arrested by a beautiful policewoman<\/p>\n
I bet that went down well<\/p>\n
It did<\/p>\n
What did they do<\/p>\n
They kept me in the slammer for hours on end<\/p>\n
I was on at the time and the cop supervising the cells kept watching me<\/p>\n
What a cunt<\/p>\n
Did you report him<\/p>\n
No<\/p>\n
Why<\/p>\n
I just left my bloody rags on the floor of the cell<\/p>\n
He told me to pick them up and you can guess what I told him to do<\/p>\n
It was only later when I was being interviewed by a human policewoman that I realised that I was being profiled<\/p>\n
Really<\/p>\n
She was writing carelessly on a pad and did not realise that I could read upside down<\/p>\n
What did she write<\/p>\n
The usual shit<\/p>\n
But then I saw something that interested me and I challenged her<\/p>\n
What did she write<\/p>\n
That I had psychopathic tendencies<\/p>\n
WHAT<\/p>\n
Did you rip her apart<\/p>\n
No I agreed with her<\/p>\n
Really why<\/p>\n
Because I had realised from my youngest days that I had a temper<\/p>\n
When I got into fights at school I wanted to rip my enemy apart<\/p>\n
I wanted to kill them<\/p>\n
There was a fat girl called Alice Munro who was jealous of my beauty so she bullied me until one day I slammed a brick into her face and kicked her down a set of stairs<\/p>\n
What happened to you<\/p>\n
They made me a head girl<\/p>\n
Seriously<\/p>\n
The cops were called<\/p>\n
I was expelled from the school<\/p>\n
And then<\/p>\n
Nothing<\/p>\n
Daddy pulled a few strings and made me apologise to the fat bitch<\/p>\n
Did you<\/p>\n
Yes<\/p>\n
Did you like doing it<\/p>\n
Very much<\/p>\n
Why<\/p>\n
Because I wore my prettiest dress and made myself look so beautiful<\/p>\n
I was really stunning<\/p>\n
When she came to the door with her nose in plaster I almost laughed<\/p>\n
She was so gross and ugly and I was so beautiful<\/p>\n
So fucking beautiful<\/p>\n
Did you apologise<\/p>\n
Through gritted teeth yes<\/p>\n
Was that the end of the problem<\/p>\n
More or less<\/p>\n
So it did not end there<\/p>\n
Were you prosecuted<\/p>\n
No I was too young<\/p>\n
I was warned by the cops<\/p>\n
Did you look pretty<\/p>\n
No Daddy said that I should be plainly dressed<\/p>\n
And it worked<\/p>\n
But that was not the end of it as I felt violated<\/p>\n
Anna what did you do<\/p>\n
I waited three months or so and then made my move<\/p>\n
What did you do<\/p>\n
I shit in their flower beds or rather I shit into their wonderful flowerbeds<\/p>\n
Why the flowerbeds<\/p>\n
Because her father loved his garden<\/p>\n
Were you caught<\/p>\n
No I was suspected but I had told mummy that I had a guts ache and went to bed that evening<\/p>\n
I waited to the coast was clear and made my move<\/p>\n
My alibi was watertight and it was soon blamed on the local pikeys<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Anna what happened to you when you punched the policewoman<\/p>\n
Not much even though I expected to go to prison<\/p>\n
It turned out that the local television station had been filming the demo and it was evident that the cops were using rough house tactics<\/p>\n
Were you filmed<\/p>\n
No but my brief made mincemeat of the prosecution as they could not provide any evidence to prove it was actually me who broke the cows nose<\/p>\n
Even though you mentioned it at the cop shop<\/p>\n
I said I was joking and tried to come across as a shallow upper class bitch<\/p>\n
Which although undesirable is not a crime<\/p>\n
The case did not even make it out of the magistrates court<\/p>\n
It seemed someone had pulled strings once more<\/p>\n
You father<\/p>\n
Right first time<\/p>\n
Do you think that you have psychopathic tendencies Anna<\/p>\n
Possibly<\/p>\n
I have not really thought about it<\/p>\n
I have anger issues yes but whether the former is true is open to debate<\/p>\n
Do you know something I feel better after chatting to you<\/p>\n
I feel less angry<\/p>\n
I still feel sad but I have rested my ghosts<\/p>\n
Coffee<\/p>\n
Yes<\/p>\n
And then you can tell me one of your fun facts<\/p>\n
Okay<\/p>\n
The French word Deux can have two meanings in English<\/p>\n
Those being<\/p>\n
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