{"id":13322,"date":"2023-03-13T05:05:36","date_gmt":"2023-03-13T05:05:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.co.uk\/?p=13322"},"modified":"2023-03-13T05:24:15","modified_gmt":"2023-03-13T05:24:15","slug":"a-fluid-suicide-note","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/2023\/03\/13\/a-fluid-suicide-note\/","title":{"rendered":"A Fluid Suicide Note"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Feeling Under the Weather<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What a fucking stupid way of describing feeling like shit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I had a cold and it just hung on &#8211; many people I know have had similar bugs and have not moaned about them. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was my turn which has fucked me off greatly<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fuck Fuck Fuck<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am a busy Joe but I could not face going out so I travelled into my interior which is not to be recommended.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I caught up with the movie Love and Death which I have always loved as I adore Russian Literature &#8211; actually I correct that statement as I adore literature and am lucky enough to be a decent poet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Some movies make me laugh and this movie hits the spot along with Annie Hall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Away from these and other movies I very rarely find a book that really excites me these days<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Obviously there is a great deal of good fiction out there but I do find that a lot of it is repetitive and many poets I feel exist within their comfort zones which I find sad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If I found myself doing this I would stop writing poetry on the spot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It is your journey as much as mine <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is why I self publish.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My main aim to teach people to think and see and if my work does this then I am satisfied.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I do not chase recognition or to use the word very loosely fame.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That just bores me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My talent if you can call it a talent is God&#8217;s gift to me and I can feel it each time I write .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"> A friend of mine one said to me that if I had not been a poet then I would have been an artist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Somebody else noted that I write in vacuums as my poetry is very dreamlike.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Other people&#8217;s opinions.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">These still humour me <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This afternoon I might walk into the sea <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It is very stormy at present <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Joe<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Feeling Under the Weather What a fucking stupid way of describing feeling like shit. I had a cold and it just hung on &#8211; many people I know have had similar bugs and have not moaned about them. It was my turn which has fucked me off greatly Fuck Fuck Fuck I am a busy [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13322","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13322","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13322"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13322\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13328,"href":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13322\/revisions\/13328"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13322"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13322"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13322"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}