Hi Joe <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am missing you so much <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And feel so ashamed <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Josie has disgraced herself <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It just seemed to hit me <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had been so happy on the beach <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But began to feel guilty about being so happy <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And then Stella entered my life <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Stella the Fucking Bitch<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She seduced me and soon I was completely pissed <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Running around Cannes sharing my favourite Sappho poem <\/p>\n\n\n\n
With anybody who cared<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It seemed that I needed a high <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was the pain that made me do this <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had thoughts that I could not deal with <\/p>\n\n\n\n
You would have called it my abyss<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Perhaps you are right <\/p>\n\n\n\n
For a while I loathed who I was <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was not about us <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was never about us <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know that you will understand <\/p>\n\n\n\n
You always understand <\/p>\n\n\n\n
We are joined at the hip <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Perhaps when I am back we should chat about what happened<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As I am scared that it might reoccur <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It overwhelms me <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am drowning whilst watching myself drown <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Marie-Claude has helped me so much<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Although she is a girl of few words (almost shy) <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I feel that she might have travelled along the same road <\/p>\n\n\n\n
As she seems to second guess me at times<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I also love her wife who is just lovely <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am so looking forward to seeing Vence <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do you realise that DH Lawrence died there in 1930<\/p>\n\n\n\n
(obviously you will know that)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wonder if there is anything to remember him by <\/p>\n\n\n\n
As we quite easily found Dear Vincent in Arles <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thank you so much for that Mummy thing <\/p>\n\n\n\n
In reflection telling the truth was the best idea<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We are actually leaving tomorrow <\/p>\n\n\n\n
So by the time we chat again I will be in Vence <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Seriously I feel better now and do assure Cora that I am okay <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am going to visit the beach in a few minutes <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just to watch the sun slowly set <\/p>\n\n\n\n
There are clouds hanging like spacecraft over the hills <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The air is cooler but it is so beautiful here <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Unless we happen to chat later <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I look forward to describing Josie’s Vence to you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I loved your latest poems I really loved them <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Your brush never seems to fade <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I Love You Joe<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I seriously love you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Josie xxx<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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