{"id":21132,"date":"2024-06-12T05:38:59","date_gmt":"2024-06-12T04:38:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.co.uk\/?p=21132"},"modified":"2024-06-12T05:48:50","modified_gmt":"2024-06-12T04:48:50","slug":"behind-the-mask","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/2024\/06\/12\/behind-the-mask\/","title":{"rendered":"Behind the Mask"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Darling Josephine <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">God is not punishing you <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Far from it as he is not a malicious God <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You have not sinned <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not in the slightest <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yours in a special love <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There is nothing sordid about you <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You are a very special girl <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As Joe is a special boy <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am so proud of you both <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You are both identical so very identical <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You look alike you and act in similar ways <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You walk along identical paths <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As children Daddy and I tried to spot differences <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But these were hard to find <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Joe was full of fire and you were ice <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But I was not fooled <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You speak of your passions <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well here is a bombshell <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Before I met your father <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I was attracted to girls <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(big secret I still am) <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I had many affairs<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And then Daddy came along <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Your passions are nothing to be guilty about <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They are quite natural <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Before you knew it yourselves I knew that you and Joe <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Would at some time become physical <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was quite obvious to me <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The looks the touches and everything else <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As I have said before it is a pure love <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Unlike all of the corruption seen today <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Joe is not Christlike you only see him that way <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He is very strong and you crave that strength <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But remember Joe does go on his savage pilgrimages <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Josephine you are so like me <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If I had had a brother then who knows <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Daddy was my Christlike figure <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I needed him and miss him greatly <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But you both now give me strength <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am so proud of you both <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You say that you are easy <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What is easy <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You sleep with other girls <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So what <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As far as I know you do not sleep with other men <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men are more difficult <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They are needy whereas women tend to be more-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well you know this and yes I know that you and Joe share lovers <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And whilst Daddy and I did not do this <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Neither of us disapproved of the idea <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can imagine the look of surprise on your face <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cora Dear Cora her command of English is not so strong <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As she called Joe and Josie her lovers when we went shopping together for the first time <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Poor Mrs Taylor in the Lime Brick Cafe <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Joe although very principled is not an angel but he would never betray you <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He does get offers but he prefers platonic friendships <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is unless you are also in his bed <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is the way he works <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Josie you are not ill far from it <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You will not recover because there is nothing to recover from <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You are as sane as I am <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The Abyss is nothing more than a hyper reality that is all <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It is nothing to be scared of <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I visit it often you know <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Will close now Josephine <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You are not on the mend <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As you were never broken <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Please feel free to talk to me <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p 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