Are you missing Josie <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Very much <\/p>\n\n\n\n
When she is away from me<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It feels like <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I have only one arm <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Joe <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Deep down are you alarmed <\/p>\n\n\n\n
About her relationship with Cora <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It has become very intense <\/p>\n\n\n\n
No <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Why <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Because that is the way Josie works <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It is either everything or nothing
Josie is very like me in certain ways <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But her passions are nearer to the surface <\/p>\n\n\n\n
That is why she had a breakdown Stuart <\/p>\n\n\n\n
My head rules my heart <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Whereas Josie’s heart rules her head <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Josie is a very creative girl <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And in my view her work is superior to mine<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But I am more driven and intense <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I do not care if I offend <\/p>\n\n\n\n
You either agree with me <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or you keep your mouth shut <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do you treat all your friend in that manner <\/p>\n\n\n\n
No <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Why <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Because they are my friends <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I do not hurt my friends <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Even if they disagree with me <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then why others <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Because they do not think or see
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Has Josie ever really surprised you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Many times <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She can be a wild cat <\/p>\n\n\n\n
We fight badly <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She can be cruel <\/p>\n\n\n\n
An absolute bitch <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am just a standard cunt <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And that tends to win through <\/p>\n\n\n\n
As I am unemotional <\/p>\n\n\n\n
That always beats Josie <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am a sponge <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Explain <\/p>\n\n\n\n
You can beat me <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But I always spring back into shape <\/p>\n\n\n\n
When was the last time Josie really surprised you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Possibly in Paris about three years ago <\/p>\n\n\n\n
What happened <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Two or three things <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She was spending most of her days without her shirt <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Coffee in the morning was quite funny <\/p>\n\n\n\n
As our apartment was situated next to some steps <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And our terrace was in full view of everybody <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She would sit there usually in her shorts <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Paris being Paris not much was said <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Especially as Josie is very boyish and her hair was very short <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I would imagine that some passing thought us to be queer <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anything else <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Josie was a thief<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Explain <\/p>\n\n\n\n
We had rented the apartment from an Israeli couple we knew <\/p>\n\n\n\n
They were both artists <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And there were many drawings and photographs of Noa around <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Some from life some costumed many of these were quite explicit <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Josie soon guessed that I was attracted to Noa <\/p>\n\n\n\n
As I am to most ravens <\/p>\n\n\n\n
So she copied some of the photographs and drawings<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Without my knowledge <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She also stole a couple of pairs of Noa’s panties<\/p>\n\n\n\n
For what reason <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just to torture me <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Was she jealous <\/p>\n\n\n\n
No <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Josie is like me she does not get jealous <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It is such a spent emotion <\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you go back through the previous Joe & Josie’s you will see that we have shared Cora <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I have distinct feeling that Elena is going that way <\/p>\n\n\n\n
How do you feel about it <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Obviously happy but I will take it in my stride <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I always do as we have shared her girlfriends before <\/p>\n\n\n\n
What happened when Noa discovered that some of her underwear was missing <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nothing <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Was she upset <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Far from it as I told her about the theft <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I think that she was flattered <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Did you send the photos back <\/p>\n\n\n\n
There was no need as Ari and Noa gifted them all to us <\/p>\n\n\n\n
In return I sent them intimate photos of Josie and some of her underwear <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not all people would have done that <\/p>\n\n\n\n
We are not all people <\/p>\n\n\n\n
What did Josie say when you reversed the narrative <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I think it turned her on <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Seriously <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yes <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And that illustrates my point Stuart <\/p>\n\n\n\n
On a more serious note that is why she had her breakdown <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She drowned in her own happiness
My mother had a breakdown you know <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Really <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Was that when you father died <\/p>\n\n\n\n
No she has ring fenced that <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nobody is allowed to enter <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not even us <\/p>\n\n\n\n
My mother had breakdown when she was sixteen <\/p>\n\n\n\n
What caused it <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her favourite horse died <\/p>\n\n\n\n
When my father died accepted it as Gods Will <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But this said when we are by the sea I do sometimes think that is expecting him to rise from the sea <\/p>\n\n\n\n
What happened <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do you mind me asking <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not at all <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daddy took the Josephine out possibly against his better judgement <\/p>\n\n\n\n
As the weather was deteriorating <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But he had made the journey on numerous occasions before<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Did the Josephine sink in a storm <\/p>\n\n\n\n
That is hard to say because she just vanished <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I do believe that the Josephine was hit by container ship<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As many were recorded in the area at the time <\/p>\n\n\n\n
This said no collisions were reported or wreckage found <\/p>\n\n\n\n
In a silly way I think that gives Mummy hope <\/p>\n\n\n\n
That he has been living on an island <\/p>\n\n\n\n
With Man Friday <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And is educating him about Christian values and decency <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And one day will reappear either at the front door or rise from the sea <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know that is a nonsense as I am a realist <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Your mother seems to be very important person in the lives of you both <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She is the driving force behind us <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Both Josie and I have out faults especially me <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thank you for sharing your time Joe <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was a pleasure <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fancy a stroll to meet Virginia<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That would be so nice Joe <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thank You <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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