{"id":24707,"date":"2025-02-19T09:36:42","date_gmt":"2025-02-19T09:36:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/?p=24707"},"modified":"2025-02-19T09:40:22","modified_gmt":"2025-02-19T09:40:22","slug":"chaotic-josephine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stuartmillerosborne.com\/index.php\/2025\/02\/19\/chaotic-josephine\/","title":{"rendered":"Chaotic Josephine"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Joe is good at chess&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Really&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yes&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But he tells me that the game bores him&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He is winding you up Sephine&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Joe understands the game clearly&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But one thing slows him down&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That being&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">His ability to think in abstraction&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is what makes his poetry so special&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What about ewe Josie&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What about me&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Are you good at chess&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am better than Joe&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Does he know that&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Very much&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So why do you not play the game at a higher level&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because I am so chaotic a mad girl&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is so wrong of you to say that&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You are sweetest most loving girl I have ever met<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am chaotic Sephine&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wish I was cool and collected like you&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is only on the surface&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As underneath&nbsp;I am boiling&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You above other people should know that&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As we were irregular lovers for many years<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sephine the cool blonde is such lie&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What do you really think of Joe&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think that I have always loved him&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Is he something of a father figure to you&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Does he fill a void&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yes and no&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yes he does fill a void&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But no he is not a father figure&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The only father figure I have is my father&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is enough&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When Daddy died Joe although he was my brother suddenly became a father figure to me&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When I told him so he dismissed it&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What did he say&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He said that he and I had been in a car crash&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Our world was in a mess&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He understood me but said is was passing&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Did it pass&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What about ewe Sephine<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What about me&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You are hiding behind a fan&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No I am not&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I believe you are&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I must admit that I was hit by an express train&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A poor confused maiden tied to the tracks&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I thought I was taking your place Josie&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And this tore me apart as I do not hurt people&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">How do you think I felt&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My feelings changed when I met Cora&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She is so so lovely&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But I cried myself to sleep for many weeks&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What about Joe&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Joe was Joe&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He always sees things from a three sixty&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Josie and please tell me to fuck off if this question offends ewe&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fuck Off Sephine&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Did you fish for me&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sorry&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Did you catch me with your magic rod&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I need to know&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Did you replace the raven with a cornfield&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fuck Off Sephine&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And yes you have offended me but you are totally correct&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I could not stand the thought of Joe being alone&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I was not totally sure of myself&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yes I fished for you&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You are so easy to read Sephine and I do not mean that in a nasty way&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I watched ewe grow up and knew that ewe were special<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is why I wanted ewe for myself&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Like Joe I adore beauty&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wanted to hold ewe in my arms&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is a very difficult conversation&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Is it&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Strip it down Josie is it really a difficult conversation&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You still want me&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yes&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You do not want to let Joe go&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You love Cora with all your heart&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have many hearts Sephine&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Does Cora understand this&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I believe that she does&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What are her thoughts&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She thinks that it is beautiful&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I do not think that she has totally figured me out&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But I am the best&nbsp;thing that has happened to her&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What does she think of me&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That you are an English rose that she would like to (f) pluck&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You are so like you brother Josie&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We are identical twins&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is a stupid question but if I fucked Cora would you get jealous&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is a silly question and no I would not get jealous&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I may be a mad chaotic girl but I am not jealous&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Me what&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Would you be jealous if Joe fucked Cora&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He already has I know that&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was a three way and I instigated it as the idea almost drowned me&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Thoughts&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My cornfield is flooded&nbsp;with desire&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It makes me wet to even think about it&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He has never left you Josie&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He will never leave ewe&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That was obvious to me from the first day&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am so happy with Joe but with Joe comes Josephine&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is very complex&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Only we make it complex&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Joe Josie Sephine and Cora&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That has a certain symmetry to it&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have had an awful thought Josie&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A really wicked thought&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That being&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We are all girls together&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Why do we need men&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I love ewe&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You love Cora&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cora I think loves me&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Or at least wants to fuck me&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hang on I am losing myself&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sephine &#8211; Josie &#8211; Cora&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What do we all have in common&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We are all Saffs&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And we have all fucked Joe&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Do we really need Joe&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sephine what a cunt ewe are&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It is always the quiet ones&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If we told Joe about this what would he say&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He would say-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He would look at himself and love the reflection of his male ego&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And then&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He would probably write another poem&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This said he is aware that Elena is dripping for him&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And our little collective would change&nbsp;shape once more&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He would then say that we are totally shapeless&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That would be totally like him&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He would just intellectualize everything&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Joe underneath all the shit is just a typical&nbsp;man&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Girls Together Agree&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Agree&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Girls First&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Agree&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We will not go to heaven&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But we will have a lot of fun trying to get there&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">st<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sephine &amp; Josie Collecting Pebbles (P1)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Joe is good at chess&nbsp; Really&nbsp; Yes&nbsp; But he tells me that the game bores him&nbsp; He is winding you up Sephine&nbsp; Joe understands the game clearly&nbsp; But one thing slows him down&nbsp; 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