Joe when I broke up with Mary-Lou <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had a great desire to fuck Josie <\/p>\n\n\n\n
A lot of people have said that to me <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can remember visiting your place in Richmond <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And looking at the nude photographs of Josie <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lonely in their frames in different rooms <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Whose idea was it to do this <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Josie thought it would be fun <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Did she ask you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Why would she <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I just came back one day and there they were <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Josie is very much a one off <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I agree <\/p>\n\n\n\n
What does your mother think <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mummy thought it was a lovely idea <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She has a couple in her cottage <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Josie is very beautiful <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Josie is so lovely <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I lusted after her from the day I first met her <\/p>\n\n\n\n
That is perfectly natural <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Also and this is very cheap <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The thought of her with other women <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Is just beyond happiness <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Life without barriers is more ordered <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The funny thing is that one is more disciplined <\/p>\n\n\n\n
For some it is an excuse to fuck anything that moves <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I felt that after Mary-Lou left me <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But I did not fall into the trap <\/p>\n\n\n\n
If anything I blamed myself and hid away <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Are you walking with anybody now <\/p>\n\n\n\n
In a way yes <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do I know her <\/p>\n\n\n\n
That is unlikely unless you are into accountants <\/p>\n\n\n\n
So you met somebody at work <\/p>\n\n\n\n
In a way yes <\/p>\n\n\n\n
What is her name <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Freddie or rather Freddie<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Is she English <\/p>\n\n\n\n
From Northampton <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do you realise that accountants move around <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She was employed to troubleshoot and visited London quite frequently <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But Freddie had a bad experience as she was followed around by a black who made crude suggestions to her <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was only by pure luck that a cop was passing <\/p>\n\n\n\n
What is a cop Joe <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dunno mate<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This frightened her although nothing really happened <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And that is where I come in as Gerry asked me to look after her the next time she was in town <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Wine and dine on the company tab <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sort of <\/p>\n\n\n\n
More like Spoons out of my own pocket <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Like Josie Freddie is very attractive but this does attract the blacks and other low life creatures <\/p>\n\n\n\n
We talked shop and became friends <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I got to know her much better <\/p>\n\n\n\n
How much better <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Enough to know that she was raped when she was twenty-two<\/p>\n\n\n\n
By a black <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She did not say but I suspect it was <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It had left deep scars <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She was nervous of men <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Including the decent ones <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Even though I considered myself used goods she said that I was very gentle <\/p>\n\n\n\n
There were no expectations on my side although I was aching<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She was very comfortable with me and agreed that our friendship was very important <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I was happy with that <\/p>\n\n\n\n
At first even kisses were off the menu <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Did that frustrate you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
No I just kissed my reflection <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Joe what is happiness <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It is not easily defined <\/p>\n\n\n\n
You do not just find happiness <\/p>\n\n\n\n
About a week ago Freddie and I decided to visit a beach in Sussex as she wanted to paddle and taste the sea air <\/p>\n\n\n\n
We also took a picnic and found a lonely dune <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I read some poetry to her <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She then asked me out of the blue if I would like to see her breasts <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not to touch them but just to look at them <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was an incredibly tender moment <\/p>\n\n\n\n
What happened <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I sat there looking at her lovely breasts <\/p>\n\n\n\n
There was a comfort in her eyes <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nothing <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She put her shirt back on and kissed me on my cheek <\/p>\n\n\n\n
As if the moment had never happened <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I knew then that I had experienced a happiness <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not just because she had shown me her breasts <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But because she had trusted me after all the pain <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fast forward a day <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had seen Freddie off on the Northampton train <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And had returned to two twenty-two <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Which still contained the ghosts of Mary-Lou <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Always the poet <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I was already missing Freddie <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But knew that I had to be aware of my road <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had to drive slowly and carefully<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My television was on in the background <\/p>\n\n\n\n
When a newsflash came up <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was reported that nearly fifty illegals had drowned at sea <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I hate to say it but this news made me very happy <\/p>\n\n\n\n
We have similar views Ronnie <\/p>\n\n\n\n
When I heard about it I did not shed any tears <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It is all part of the decay I found it very hard to equate my Freddie happiness with the emotions I was experiencing because of the horrible news <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I was happy because these filthy invaders had been taught the ultimate lesson <\/p>\n\n\n\n
They would not be able to contribute to the decay <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Were you worried what Freddie might think of you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Very much <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I felt ashamed of myself <\/p>\n\n\n\n
There is no need to be ashamed <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It is nothing to do with you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just embrace your happiness <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It is unlikely that you will change <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just lock these in a box<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And hide the key <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Let Freddie see the light <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It does work my friend <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Even I am good at it <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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