I had awoken early because of the heat and sat on the balcony looking at the sky<\/p>\n
Dawn was not far away and was beginning to illuminate my garden<\/p>\n
A gentle breeze was creating calm ripples in the swimming pool<\/p>\n
And the children\u2019s pirate flag was fluttering above their summer house<\/p>\n
What are you thinking<\/em><\/p>\n About everything and nothing<\/em><\/p>\n The sky is quite beautiful this morning<\/em><\/p>\n My wife was standing quite naked in front of me<\/p>\n I could not sleep<\/em><\/p>\n Neither could I<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em>Sometimes these late dog days can be the most beautiful yet the most uncomfortable<\/em><\/p>\n I agree<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0O<\/em>ne is expecting autumn and its slow decay and then the heat of summer returns<\/em><\/p>\n My wife was standing quite naked in front of me<\/p>\n Or so I thought she was but I was alone<\/p>\n I had no wife<\/p>\n There was no garden or swimming pool<\/p>\n I had no children and I was not sitting alone on a balcony<\/p>\n The hospital ward had been quiet for a couple of hours save for the odd groan and snore<\/p>\n I had been admitted a couple of days ago after being attacked for no real reason<\/p>\n They just did not like the look of me<\/p>\n I am a junkie<\/p>\n A fucking junkie<\/p>\n I take drugs<\/p>\n They control each second of my life<\/p>\n Coffee<\/em><\/p>\n My wife was standing quite naked in front of me<\/p>\n Please<\/em><\/p>\n Would you like it on the balcony<\/em><\/p>\n The nurse was standing quite naked in front of me<\/p>\n Michael I am going to raise your pillow<\/em><\/p>\n You do not have to move<\/em><\/p>\n Just look at me<\/em><\/p>\n I am afraid that your injuries are so severe that you are going to die<\/em><\/p>\n But I thought that I would give you water before you go \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n I will finish my shift in an hour<\/em><\/p>\n Do you like my breasts<\/em><\/p>\n You will never see my breasts again<\/em><\/p>\n By the time that you are taken from the ward<\/em><\/p>\n I will be in my bed<\/em><\/p>\n It is Sunday I am not working until Wednesday<\/em><\/p>\n Perhaps my husband will fuck me<\/em><\/p>\n I like it from behind as I do not have to do much work<\/em><\/p>\n You cannot guess how this job tires me<\/em><\/p>\n You will be on the slab and I will be in my bed<\/em><\/p>\n My cunt will be tingling<\/em><\/p>\n Phillip always makes my cunt tingle<\/em><\/p>\n He knows how to hit the spot<\/em><\/p>\n But you do not really care do you as with your injuries you would not be able to fuck a snail<\/em><\/p>\n Life can be really shitty<\/em><\/p>\n Phillip is selling his company<\/em><\/p>\n I will be able to quit this fucking job<\/em><\/p>\n It has taken a while<\/em><\/p>\n But we are there<\/em><\/p>\n Our house has a swimming pool<\/em><\/p>\n And a balcony<\/em><\/p>\n I had awoken early because of the heat and sat on the balcony looking at the sky<\/p>\n Dawn was not far away and was beginning to illuminate my garden<\/p>\n A gentle breeze was creating calm ripples in the swimming pool<\/p>\n And the children\u2019s pirate flag was fluttering above their summer house<\/p>\n What do you think I should call our new house Michael<\/em><\/p>\n It is currently called Epping Woods<\/em><\/p>\n But I do not like that name<\/em><\/p>\n Would you like me to call it Michael after you<\/em><\/p>\n It has a beautiful aspect<\/em><\/p>\n East to West<\/em><\/p>\n I can see the sun rise and I can watch it set without leaving my bed<\/em><\/p>\n The naked nurse lowered my pillow<\/p>\n I could feel the vibrations of the mechanism<\/p>\n It is a bit like being lowered in to a grave<\/em><\/p>\n I often play with these beds when sister is not looking<\/em><\/p>\n They just fascinate me<\/em><\/p>\n Perhaps Phillip will buy me one<\/em><\/p>\n All of my own<\/em><\/p>\n He could fuck me on it<\/em><\/p>\n We could choose our angle<\/em><\/p>\n He is very successful you know<\/em><\/p>\n It has taken a few years but we have arrived<\/em><\/p>\n His company sold insulation components to the developing countries<\/em><\/p>\n I cannot think why they would have needed them<\/em><\/p>\n As it is so fucking hot\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n Look Mucharl there is a butterfly<\/em><\/p>\n It is hsunting the windows<\/em><\/p>\n What a beautiful creature it is<\/em><\/p>\n We are in the dog days of summer you know<\/em><\/p>\n The summer pretends it is dying like you and then rears its head and lets the heat cascade<\/em><\/p>\n We are always unprepared<\/em><\/p>\n It is like the summer saying fuck you<\/em><\/p>\n Before the autumn winds<\/em><\/p>\n The cooler winds will kill the butterfly<\/em><\/p>\n It will become drowsy and down<\/em><\/p>\n I have seen death many times<\/em><\/p>\n It is always different<\/em><\/p>\n Have you any thoughts of what I should call my house\u00a0<\/em>I had awoken early because of the heat and sat on the balcony looking at the sky<\/p>\n Dawn was not far away and was beginning to illuminate my garden<\/p>\n A gentle breeze was creating calm ripples in the swimming pool<\/p>\n And the children\u2019s pirate flag was fluttering above their summer house<\/p>\n My wife was standing quite naked in front of me<\/p>\n \u00a0She was was hard as rock<\/p>\n I was thinking of calling my beautiful house Green Venice<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I had awoken early because of the heat and sat on the balcony looking at the sky Dawn was not far away and was beginning to illuminate my garden A gentle breeze was creating calm ripples in the swimming pool And the children\u2019s pirate flag was fluttering above their summer house What are you thinking 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